my experience tells me struggling and dwelling on them make the situation worse.......If your condition is so bad outdoor then just avoid it. I managed to live with it for 2 and half years. Trying to get urself busy "indoor." Do things that is still fun for you.

I feel for you. but what can you do man.....suck it up

if this make you feel better. I am only 21. I don't have a fking wife to sooth me, nor do I have a fking job. and I am fking myopic.