yesterday, i finally found a doctor (imagine after 8 doctors and after almost 3yrs ) agreeable to vitrectomy- 25 g sutureless.i'm glad i didn't gave up.i can't decide yet to it because i want to undergo undergo general check-up to see if there's any other sickness causing the floaters.
i convinced him after telling him i'm overly depressed and my desire to get rid of those bugs so i can go on with my bar exam. he said the floaters will be a blockage to my quest to be a lawyer.
at first,i was shaking while asking some questions thinking i might be turned down again for the nth time but i prayed very hard 1 week before at the Carmelite seminary and here's the answer. i felt so relieved after he agreed . he's offering it if i can no longer bear the sight of those ugly things.
u know, i'm patient compared to those who have it for 1 yr. after the 2nd yr, it's no longer bearable coz i see them everytime on the walls of the review class i'm attending last yr, on the faces of the lecturers, on the books i'm reading.everytime i wake up it's the 1st thing i see. i never told my classmates; they might be thinking i'm freaky.
on the realistic side and even the strongest willpower i had at time, i was overwhelm with tension, anxieties, headaches at that time. i only see them less when evening comes. as long as there's fluorescent lights and even not so lighted places like the street lamps at night i can see some black dots esp on the right eye. f
loaters on the right is like my hair type- wavy (very long strand) with 4 black dots on its root.
by the way, his fee per eye is P30,000.$1=P48. how much is it on dollars?pls do the computation. he said even laser cannnot dissipate floaters. there's no vitaimin or drops....i want those in the right eye cleared up since the left ones are fader.
there were nights i'm contemplating suiced but tbut now there's hope. keep your faith in god just like me. if only i'm from america, i would really want to talk these things to soembody.